Random thoughts that I am feeling

I'm tired this morning. We're putting Jess to sleep today. I ran a mile in gym yesterday, and I got a D. My life sucks. I have to go to math class again today. Even though I have nothing to do, I feel busy. I don't know what to do for my 13th birthday. I want to go to Disney Land with some of my friends, but I don't know if we can do that. I need to make my Halloween costume. Ahhh. I like white lions because they are cute. I'm going to get a cat soon, but I want a dog. I like white lions

My Beloved Rat: Jodi 2005-2008

Last night, my mom and I were watching one of those stupid movies on HBO family. My dad comes up the stares, and says "Jodi's not going to make it through the night." Jodi has been very ill with old age the past few days, and we had been watching her really closely, especially when we gave her food. She couldn't eat of drink, she got really thin, and it was hard for her to move. I made sure I said good night to her right before I went to bed each night. Last night, we brought her into our living room, and we all watched her suffer from old-age, and we cried. I finally went to sleep at 12:00 am, with the hope that she would still be here when I woke up. Unfortunately, she wasn't. My dad found her first, and had wrapped her up in a little blanket that she died on. We seperated her from her sister, Jess, who has multiple tumors, and could also go any time now. We'll bury her in our backyard about an hour. She'll be with many fish, frogs, and my friends hamster, Romeo. Jodi, I love you.

Math is not my friend

Math, oh math, I hate you so much. You make me want to lose my lunch. Today I sat and took a test. I was really scared I must confess. The test was on chapter two, all of which was hard to do. Chapter two was fractions galore, with scientific notation, decimals, and more! I took out my pencil to start the test, answered the first question, and freaked out on the rest! I started to shake, I couldn't sit still, and I told myself, "Claire, take a chill pill!" So then I started on question two, when I realized that it was hard to do. My palms started to sweat, my back did the same, if this test weren't enough, I felt so lame!  I knew for sure I had got it incorrect, this I knew would not be easy to correct. On this test I knew I would fail, which would lead to putting myself in personal jail. Then, the bell rang. It couldn't be true. I had skipped question four, and the entire backside too! I passed in my test, I felt so upset. I just wanted to die, it would spare me the rest. My test came back to me, I thought "What is this delay?" Then my teacher said, "Claire, come here right away!" Reluctantly I walked to the front, hands clasped. When he managed to say, "Claire, see me after class..."

I got an F on the test. I hate math

Reading and dancing

I've been reading more lately, which is good. Unfortunately, I've had pretty much no time to read for myself, just for school. I read this book called Crispin which was okay, and now I'm reading The Pearl. This is kinda a boring post isn't it? Yes, I can answer that question myself. It is a very boring post. Lets talk about music shall we? Well, lately, I've been listening to this woman named Lenka, and I really like her. Her hit single is called the show, but I like live like your dying. You should check her out. I really like her, and I made p a dance to it. I like to dance. A lot.

What a boring day this will be.

Hey, here I am again, sorry I haven't been writing, although I doubt that anyone reads this. So I have to do the show again today. I'm really sad and mad and angry and upset. I've been asked to be in another show, Peter Pan, and I said yes. I'm going to be Wendy. Wonder when that starts...

So yeah. This day should be bad.